尴尬的重遇

那一天 我在梦里遇见了你
我只是尴尬的和你说声嗨

有时候有些事只能留在心里藏在最深

大学的第二年第一学期

原来很多东西跟我们想象的都不太一样
或许当初的你很喜欢很喜欢她
可是当你拥有了她却发现那种感觉不同了
或许这就是大家所说的喜欢不一定要拥有
在旁边静静的看着她成长或许就是种幸福


有时不是不想说
只是不知道该从哪里说起
笑起来哪怕是一下下都很想大大声地疯狂着笑
可是也会害怕大笑后的眼泪停不下来
所以当我大笑的时候 别看着我 我会没事的
这是我现在唯一能做的
我唯一能告诉自己撑下去的借口

别问我好吗
我一定会说好
别问我ok吗
我一定会说Ok
让我自己一个人慢慢地走就好

一切都会过去的

不要让爱你的人流眼泪

一个女人因为很爱你 
会为你而笑 
会为你而哭
 和朋友谈起你嘴角会上扬 
和朋友谈起你眼泪会打滚 

我看见她为你流泪 
不是因为感动兴奋 
是她的心痛没人懂 
你为什么要她难过 
希望这是最后一次 

她想找你聊天 可却找不着 
有些人不该找 有些人不能找 
那么她是否明明难过却要大笑 
她是否明明很失望却要对你微笑 
她看着车窗外的雨滴眼泪慢慢滑落 
希望有人会用温暖的手擦干她的眼泪 
可是这么美的画面她只有在戏剧看得见

她说起你的时候哭了 
从她的眼看见失望失落 
我害怕她会有失控的时候 
忘了该怎么把水龙头关上时 
或许就是你来不及回头的时候 
她曾经给过你多少的机会 

你又曾经把握过多少的机会 
你又曾经把多少的机会浪费掉 
当一个人已心灰意冷的时候 
你能把她叫回你的身边吗 
她又会不会回到你身边 
还是你根本就不在乎 

她是多么地爱你 
可我希望她不会堵上自己的幸福 
希望你答应过她的事也要守承诺 
我还是想说希望这是最后一次 
希望你能够做到

回头是岸

Field Trip to Batu Kurau!!!

University's life is full of ups and downs...
Give and Take; Sacrifice and Accept; Lose and Win...
Do not forget that a mountain is hard to climb, but once you get to the top the view is beautiful.
Life is like a book, with chapters for each events in your life and a limited number of pages on which to spend your time. 


Sometimes, it is difficult to make a choice. We forgot that "let go" is actually a choice too. Since the day the Uni is started, the classes and activities are packed until almost unbreathable condition. Thank you my lecturer, Dr. Widad, for arranging a field trip to Kampung Sempeneh, Batu Kurau, Perak. That is the time I decided to forget everything and left the messy matters behind me.

Here, we get into the kampung by the LORRY!!! Although this is not the 1st time, the experience is different. We grow up, and many things have changed including the way we think. Last experience was during secondary school, but now we are 21!! 

Makan Sambil Berborak!! ^^

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Typical Kampung Girl =)

So, this is really a kampung place, no wifi, internet or line to call. It is not a big issue for me. However, some of my friends still cannot accept the sudden change. What I can say is the Y-Generation, haiz... The science and technology has changed our life. Somebody will think that it shorten the distance between two. But I don't think so... We always post the photos on facebook or instagram, and those 'audience' will only click a 'like'. Unlike when I was young, I used to call my buddies using landline, the way we try to share and describe the enjoyment, is much more different by typing. The unique interaction and communication is slowly disappeared in this modernization era. Still, we are all adapted to the village style after awhile, we chit-chatting and eating outside the chalet. We say "Hi" to our neighbors, which is our course mates who staying nearby. This strengthen our relationship even faster than the IT gadget. 

Weird Housemate in the Room~~~

They are my group mates in the trip too!! ~ ~ ~

This are some insects caught by EnvTech Students!!!     

My group is in-charged to measure the pH of the river. I am quite shock when I realized that the pH of water is ard pH5.31 which is a bit acidic. We can see that a lot of the villagers are playing or may be cleaning their own body in the river. The river is cool and clear, but I don't think that it is suitable for villagers to stay in water for a long time. 

 

All of my friends said:" Yer, why your course so good one, can go to such nice place to play..."

Once again, I want to mention that I am proud to be the member of EnvTech! I have chance to place myself nearest to the mother earth, I can breath the fresh air, enjoy the hot but windy weather, feel the crystal clear water and so on... 
  

I have the chance to mix around with the villagers there. We are outsiders, but they welcomed us with warmth. As we were walking along the road side, we waved at them and they will wave back even tough we are strangers to them. I love this picture a lot, the kids are cute. Even they are born in a village, I wish that they can have good education and a healthy life. 

We visited to the cave, we saw a lot of fruit bats, they fly over our head. En Khairul told us that the fruit bats are important to the durian tree. The durians at Batu Kuarau are famous because of the help of fruit bats!! I am a lover of durian, may be I can visit to Batu Kurau again during durian seasonsXD

I would like to end my story-telling here~

ONE FOR ALL, ALL FOR ONE

Thank you Dr. Widad and our course mates for arranging this field trip!!!
Friendship forever
 

还是家最好

十月一日 我哭了
我终于回到家了
训练完后搭巴士过后搭KTM
还是倾盆大雨地再搭巴士回家
感觉一路上的波折终于结束了
冲好了热水藻
打算坐下来吃晚餐的瞬间
室友打电话来了 说锁si不对 是USM的
我简直傻了眼 因为她明天有比赛
我却在家里 她没房进
我是不是应该把锁si送去呢UKM？
赶紧打电话给在UKM读书的朋友
他说去office找
所幸的是 她终于有key了
我的眼泪是流不停的
不是因为这件事 还有太多太多的事
只能说 一个人压力久了
回到家放松的时候 也是泪崩的时候

还有一个月 就可以回家了 加油！

因为来到了UKM参加比赛
我有机会去看看妈咪
只是吃了顿饭
就匆匆忙忙的回了
多希望能和妈妈待久一点
虽然没什么话想要说
可是就是想回家休息
什么都不做静静躺着
什么都别想呆在家里
做个无忧无虑的小孩
或许一天就好
我还是很想回家

告诉自己还有一个月
一个月后就可以回家了
加油吧敬仪

想起每次把妈妈给弄生气 还真是幼稚

新学年又开始了
这是第二年第一学期的第二个星期了
时间过得好快
回到来大学 忙这个忙那个 真的没有给自己的时间了
连想家的时间都没了
我好想念和妈妈一起看电视的日子
我想念妈妈和我在一起聊天的日子
虽然我们离得不远 可是想见却很难
如果可以 我也希望可以回家
做个可以撒娇被宠的孩子
多么害怕有一天你不会在我身边了
所以你一定要好好照顾自己！
爱你 妈妈